I was searching
You were on a mission
And our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we die, we die together
And I, I said never
‘Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
And halos fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen

Hail the preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they’ll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love, is forever
And we’ll die, we’ll die together
And I, I said never
‘Cause our love could be forever

Now, I’ve got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now
Without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
And we’ll die, we’ll die together
And I, I will never
‘Cause our love will be forever

A song for cake-cutting ceremony.i promise.that my love will be forever.

Happy Birthday to Syira, Faizal and Hafiz!!!!

The BFFs celebrated their belated birthday(s) at Fish & Co @ The Glass House. We ate till we can’t walk! and everyone had a good time despite the heavy rain and little catch-ups

Syira & Faizal

Hafiz

Let’s move backwards (abit rojak this post) to 11 Nov 2011 [11.11.11] to 13 Nov 2011..

11 Nov 2o11 [11.11.11] marked a history and memorable date for my good close friend Md Nazeem. A friend that i known for the past two years, a friend that i call every morning shift at 0515hrs to wake him up. A friend that always listens and always be there when i needed him the most. Not only he is close with me, gratefully with Nizam too..and not forgetting his girlfriend of dunnoe how many years to fiancee and now wife Nur Sajeedah. I can still remember the outings we all used to had, the game sessions, the lepak sessions and also the holiday we went. Nizam and me wish you both the best in marriage life, may Allah SWT bless the both of you, stay happy and cool always and more holidays to come..Nazeem and Sajeedah juniors? perhaps?

May your marriage always be blessed
with the pure and profoundly loving feelings
drawing you so closely together now:
extraordinary communication,
listening and understanding,
putting yourselves in the other’s place,
as well as expressing your own needs;
eagerness to compromise,
because you love so much, you want to give
whatever is needed, wanted, for happiness;
and deep commitment to do whatever it takes
to maintain the strong bond
present on your wedding day.
May your marriage always be blessed,
now and forever.

Nazeem & Sajeedah

A solemnization and wedding full of traditions and customs, we both glad to be there..for the both of you.

12 Nov 2011

The girl i knew back in 2009, was the only little girl in the team. Young, pretty and dedicated at work. When it comes to working, she will give all out. The little girl that everyone loves, the little girl that i always have trust on, and the little girl that always makes us laughs with her antics, with her around, you will always feel the love and warmth. Little that we know, this little girl is tying the knot first amongst her “sisters”. Safarin, i am so proud of you my little sis, my wishes and prayers will always be with you..May you and Ashwandi lead a beautiful marriage life together, be strong and stay happy always..May Allah SWT bless your marriage life till the end of time..we, “aunties” looking forward to be your juniors “god mothers”

I wish you all the happiness
your wedding day can bring,
and moments filled with tenderness
as you exchange your rings.

I wish for you a pledge of trust
sealed with a special kiss,
but more than this I wish for you
years of wedded bliss.

I wish for you that memories
made this special day
will be with you for years to come
and in your heart will stay.

Prosperity and peace of mind
in all the things you do,
these are the wedding wishes
that I hold for you.

You are a wonderful sister and
I wish you the best the future can bring.

Gorgeous Safarin

Sisters unite

And another sister’s wedding to attend! this time around, it’s my TWIN sister!!

same righhhhhtttt??? heh heh.. how we confuse alot of people at work, especially the new duty officers always confused and gave us the wrong rosters, how travellers saw us sitting together and got confused, not only we look abit similar, we sound alike too!! LOL!! we have the same taste in colour and food..and the list goes on and on and on..

i am there at the weddinng, but due to time constraint, i didn’t get to meet her..sadly..yes..but deep down inside, i am really really happy for you tweenie..

Emie & Myn

(sorry for stealing your facebook picture twin!)

Your wedding day is just the start
Of a lifetime full of love and fun.
It just begins as you take your vows,
When the two of you are joined as one;

We wish for you sweet happiness;
Through the years, may your love grow,
To warm you both from day to day,
In your marriage’s satisfying glow.

Then we went to Nazeem & Sajeedah Wedding Reception at Bedok South Ampitheatre.. It was so HUGE and overwhelming with guest, I am so happy to see gorgeous bride and groom!

Nazeem & Sajeedah

13 Nov 2011

It was Safarin & Ashwandi Wedding Reception at Jurong East, a combine wedding, gorgeous deco and of coz beautiful bride and groom.. Congratulations again Saf & Ash(Lin & Wandi)

Ash & Saf (gorgeously looking with sanggul lintang)

Awesome pengantin!

Move backwards…way way way….backwards!!

26 Oct 2011

Happy Birthday to beloved MOM!!!!!!

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
Contemplate your blessings now,
As your birthday nears.

Consider special people
Who love you, and who care,
And others who’ve enriched your life
Just by being there.

Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your cake, and say,
“Instead of counting birthdays,
I count blessings every day!”

I love you mom, no words cant describe them..

Semoga dikurniakan kesihatan selalu, diberkati ALLAH SWT, dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki

The October babies in da house!

24 Oct 2011

Team bonding at the Carousel Royal Plaza on Scotts for dinner. Awesome peeps, awesome food..need i to say more? :p

me and fiza as usual

all the ladies..

ladies in da house..;)

13 Oct 11

The little brother turn a year older(not little anymore)!

12 years old, PSLE results..he’s growing up toooooooo fast……

study hard,play hard and study smart too!

lotsa love from all of us

Well..i sometimes find myself vair selekeh or u know,not appealing langsung especially at work because i work mainly in men(s) environment.dirty,fumes,smelly yes you name it..have u smelled live ducks before?yes that smell.so i dont think its a must for me to wear my blue uniform pretty-ily evern tho i took skirt from the admin:p i admit i slab abit of make up to cover up my eyebags n dark circles.
And furthermore i have two brothers at home plus two more brothers in laws in the future soon*faints*
Kidding.and sometimes i wonder……how nizam can fall for me at work…(love…at first..sight…)(insert kylie minogue song)

But one thing about me,i love to cleaning and tidying up places.at work,at chalet even at home!!but u noe pple at home(masalah rumahtangga i shant say anything) so sometimes at home i lazy-kan myself to kemas..
I shall wait till 2014 so i can kemas my own house!yipeeee

And..im a sucker for body spray!!u name it,especially from The Body Shop!i can try em all..and now Martha Tilaar(thanks fiza for recommending)..but since im saving money for my wedding of the year chey!!i gotta buy only one big bottle for two months!!ok i lied,i have one more at work.i cant stand awful smell!coz i hve issues with pple who have BO,bad breath and smelly feet*pengsan literally*

And now i try my vair best to be lady like(urgh) and im typing this coz im bored waiting for dearest fiance to reach to bring me go watch his movies(yes we have my movies and his movies tat means those fight fight action packed)ZZZZzzzzzzZzzzz ok bye!!!

I agree with both. The lyrics by Nat King Cole and the one printed on the wedding card..who’s wedding card???

The first time when we saw them together in which we do not know officially or not yet, was somewhere in 2003 or 2004. It was during the outdoor movie at Youth Park where the screen was playing 50 First Dates. Little that i know, their relationship blossoms and till they call out their engagement date in January 2010. I was more than happier to witness their solemnization on the 8th of October 2011 at around 1500hrs. Dear both best/good/close friends, Nurul Jannah & Idris.. i wish and pray to Allah SWT that you both will always blessed with happiness and patience in the marriage life and may both of you love culminate into Nurul Jannah and Idris juniors, Insyallah..:D

and so….what are we waiting for??it’s pictures time!!!!!!

After the solemnization ceremony. Alhamdullilah..both in purely white

Yanie and me!!

Realized the date?? its 9,10,11!!!

Nurul Jannah & Idris Wedding of the Year!!!

Gorgeous bride on the gorgeous dais

Take picture first!! oh btw, yanie playcheat wore black baju but with pink kain..grr!

The first group of friends! these are the ones that we usually lepaks at night, night riding, doing stupid stuffs, iftar together and countless raya outings. miss those moments..hurhur

The bride’s mom, Cik Raselawati and brother, Firdaus.

Ok, Idris made a very special appearance wearing his proudly SPF uniform and luckily Jannah did not wear her SCDF Paramedic uniform :p

Girls would always be girls right? would always wants to take endless pictures!

And another group of friends! f.y.i these are all secondary schoolmates.

including those who are not in the pictures, but i did snap here and there whenever they reached the wedding venue:) hope everyone enjoyed themselves on that day, especially the free flow of ice cream.heh!Selamat Pengantin Baru once again to you both!!!!!

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The next wedding project still on going process……………………………..tick tock tick tock tick tock!!! :p

18th September 2011

The picture tells it all?? YES!! It’s my first ever 10km run!!! for the Yellow Ribbon Prison Run 2011..I went with dearest Hafizah and another Hafizah..=) (picture above before the run)

We’ve MADE it!! We’ve COMPLETE it!! We DID NOT GIVE UP!!! =D

Awesome, Awesome feelings!!!

Yeah! bite that!!

I may not be fast as this is my first time but I’m PROUD of my capabilities, more runs to come next year =)

And after that was BFF Beraya!! can you imagine my leg, knees, thighs supposed to feel?? with koyoks under the kain?? :p but it was another awesome raya, GOOD food and GREAT bonds!!

Enjoy the video=)

23rd September 2011

This year for my secondary schoolmates, we made a RAYA POTLUCK @ Yanie’s..welcome more awesome food! talk about home cooked food and of course (heh!instant desserts and takeaways)

Her last days being single =) Nurul Jannah

We have nuggets and seaweed chicken(for the kids), murtabak, ayam masak merah, white and fried rice, potato salad…..

For desserts we have blueberry cheesecake from Royals, Dadih made by Ain, Old Chang Kee’s Curry ‘O’, Sardine and ChicNMushroom puff! not forgetting kuih raya =)

Salam Aidilfitri from Bedok North Secondary 2001-2005 =)

and so………………………….

21st September 2011

This year Anniversary!!!

Somewhere in my heart beyond all my pride
holds a secret desire so intense, deep inside.
Imprisoned with all my passion and love,
unknown to anyone but the one above.
A desire for someone to cherish and hold,
the need for a love to call my own.

Someone to kiss and make up with after fight.
Someone who can respect all I can be.
Someone who’s strong enough to commit and love only me.
Someone who will be there and kiss away my tears, secure my doubts, and release me from all my fears.

Someone I can depend on to be my friend, someone who can restore my faith in love once again.
This love is like a dream yet to come true,
Or so I believed until I found you.

We went to 1929! This year was a strictly budget celebration but we had fun talking, talking and talking about everything! and of coz the FREE UPGRADE from deluxe room to Terrace Suite, talk about Kiehl’s products, coffee capsules machine, and outdoor tub! but it rained so heavily that day!

The unique rocking chair!

The comfort yellow swivel chair!

The outdoor tub at the big balcony area =)

and the view of the Duxton!

We went to Sentosa Imbiah Station to watch Sentosa 4D Magix (Pirates).. Two thumbs up!!

of coz not forgetting it’s photo taking time!!

We had dinner at Sakunthala again! the same Fish Head Curry and Chilli Crab again! LOL! but the taste of the chilli crab seems to be vary..but heck, i had fun spending time together with you..and i hope u did too =D

Till next year anni!

As you can see, i celebrated it simple, coz im abit sad plus happy for this year Eid. Sad because this is my last single raya celebrating with the family,siblings and friends and happy because this year Ramadhan brings alot more meaningful hidayah to me.

And so……what’s raya without pictures right???

My Family

See mom’s mentel face? for our so called candid shot! LOL!

The lil one is growing up too fast..

My beloved cousin.A sister.

Everyone is big now…:)

Guess i will stay the shortest one..:(

Candid Part 1

Candid Part 2

Nizam family came on 1st day of raya

Total of 5 cars altogether..

And last but not least, We, Puteri and Md Nizam would like to wish every single ladies and guys, boyfriends and girlfriends, fiance and fiancee,

Minal Aidil Wal Faizin, Maaf Zahir dan Batin

p/s: cause next year wish is abit different :p

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!!!!!!!!

It was a last minute ticket from my friend, Nazeem and last minute invitation to dearest cousin to join me, Nizam and Satria. We had an awesome time at Marina Floating Platform and good supper at Macdonalds after that. Oh! and not forgetting, thanks Mom for the egg mayo sandwich we had for break fast at the National Day Parade and also fried nuggets

I really really need to improve my photography skills :/

21 Aug 2011

Paramore in Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We have been waiting for a year and one month of waiting seems to be a year!! We break fast in the car with Mcdees.yes again! this time the family set meal. And the featuring band The Sweller, the drummer was AWESOME! This is the first ever concert we went together.(more to come?perhaps)

Hayley Williams was AWESOME. She really rock the show man! and yeah even though the two brothers left the band but PARAMORE is STILL a band.. I can’t describe my feelings but I gotta agree with Hayley..

“Everytime I do a show like this, I end up with no voice the next day. So I want all of you to sing like me. And when tomorrow they ask you and you couldn’t say it, and the really really want to know but you can’t just say it. They start thinking you’re crazyyy! See the thing is they will never undertsand what we share” – Hayley Williams, Paramore Family.

The advanced ticket which made us wait for months!!

Like finally, we are here!!!

Oh!! Hayley!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our First!!!

A magnificent show!

We will see you again!!!!

A little peep show for you!!

Early 2009.
But how can i dream of meeting someone whom i didnt even know he existed or not. I dont even know him, I never ever met him. Dream of a workplace that i never been or worked before. And inside that dream, I fell in love with him, fell in love with a stranger.

July 2009.
(My story) When our eyes first met, I had this tingling feeling inside of me, I cannot explain how i feel. And i can still remember that smile..

(His story) Falling in love with a girl in a magazine? When he flip ‘Within the Borders’ magazine, he set his eyes one particular girl, having the thoughts he will never meet her in reality, thinking she’s working in a different place from him.

Aug 2009. Fasting month, is throughout the whole month I finally get to know him. Endless phonecalls and text messages. Laughing and sharing things. Didnt know that we ‘doa’ for better things in life. The same ‘doa’ that we never tell each other. Being blessed by the month of Ramadhan, I opened my heart, let go of my past and leave the rest to Allah SWT.

Sept 21, one minute before 5am strikes. It was 2nd day of the month of Syawal. Alhamdullilah, I accept him as a one step higher than being friends. This is when the courtship begins.

2010.. A year have passed, we decided to go another one more step higher in the relationship. Guess we are strong enough to go through the rollercoaster rides in life.together.

Dec 12 2010. Another date to create history. A date when we both decided to get engaged. Why 12 december? It doesn’t mean anything special, it was just a new date created..so that we will remember it in the future..Insyallah..

Within these two years, there is one event occured. At work. When I suddenly feels I went through it.
It was exactly the same thing that happened in my dream, in early 2009. Subhanallah. With the same guy. Once a stranger whom I thought he never exist, to a boyfriend and now fiance.

Well, the story will never ends…..

After hard times everyone had to pull through since Nazrul met with a bike accident 3 weeks before his wedding, Alhamdullilah..with God’s will, he manage to recover fast(even though admitted in ICU) and the wedding and everything went well I wish you and Noreen all the best in marriage life, may you both stay happy always and bless by Allah SWT, Insya-Allah..:)

Solemnization Day

Wedding reception on the next day

Last outfit

Move to the following week, 16 July 2011, it was Universal Studios Singapore day with the female colleagues!!!!!!!!!! Despite the scorching sun and long endless queues, we still had alot of FUN!!! should go again on a weekday!!

Me,Safarin,Kak Asimah,Ervina,Hafizah and Kak Yani

With the castles as background!

The following day, 17 July 2011…

The usual four girls had planned way way way earlier for this little lady(Nurul Jannah) Hen’s Night!!!!!!!! It was just a dinner treat for her at Straits Kitchen, Hyatt Hotel Singapore and photo sessions at Clarke Quay.

We had fun laughing, gossiping and catching things up. Thanks to ain too for driving us back home with her fiance car

October is her month!! to say goodbye to singlehood

Since 2001

Ain, Yanie, Jannah, Su and Me!!

till the next event !

And this someone is non other than my fiancè..heh heh..lemme think of the unique things this man did…:p